Change and Sunshine

As hard as it may be to believe, the world keeps turning. Now that summer is here my tulpa and I have been able to enjoy the fresh air more and go hiking. When it hasn’t been raining of course. Not only that, the other day somebody shook my hand for the first time in years. I’ve tried to avoid talking about pandemic stuff but that particular change shocked me. People who don’t live together can touch each other again (not that everyone paid attention to the rules). I hope people will be able to go back to acting normal again.

On a more personal note, my tulpa and I have finally gotten married. This was something I wanted more than she did. Even though it’s effectively just a piece of paper human authorities would never recognize, I think it’s meaningful to be willingly to explicitly commit to a long term serious relationship. My tulpa was nice enough to go along with it even though she didn’t think we needed to prove anything. But at least instead of a long explanation, if anyone asks I can just call her my wife.

Because the spectacle didn’t really matter and we didn’t have anyone to invite the ceremony was casual. We really just looked for the first person willing to officiate who seemed credible. That happened to be an older man on some planet on the astral plane that I had visited before. Right before we were supposed to have the ceremony he ran off and grabbed the local ruling deity to perform the ceremony for him. She was an extremely obvious fake. We never asked because we didn’t want to spend an hour discussing pointless stuff but I think she was supposed to be the equivalent of an Elvis impersonator. Except I know nobody I know would recognize the name, kind of making that whole thing pointless. After the ceremony everything went smoothly. We left as soon as we were finished to do a little sightseeing.

Meanwhile, the woman whose wedding I attempted to escape is still here. I run into her a lot when I astral project, almost as though she’s waiting for me. I didn’t notice before writing this but she’s been around about a year now. She’s very different from the people I meet on earth. Her sense of humor is difficult to describe but I have yet to not get one of her jokes. She likes to cook, which isn’t something I’d expect from a spiritual being, and some of her most ambitious dishes are imitations of stuff from earth. I remember her “twinkies” in particular didn’t taste much like the real thing. Her scrambled eggs though are the best I’ve eaten, excusing that they probably didn’t come from a chicken.

This person who would describe herself as my first wife likes to take me to various places on the astral plane. Two of the more interesting places were a city apparently built as a tourist attraction by vampires (according to the brochure) and what looked a lot like a group roleplay session themed on ancient Greece. When we don’t go somewhere exciting, we usually sit and talk. She seems quite old even in astral terms and knows a lot about the history of the astral plane because she’s spent a lot of time traveling. It’s a bit of a strange relationship, but she’s only treated me well and I wouldn’t tell her to stay away.

Lilith continues to take a back seat in my occult endeavors while I work with other entities. She’s still watching and sometimes I can feel her attention. One time she dropped in on an astral projection session to see how I was progressing. Like a Pokemon rival, she felt that was best done through battle. Precisely what she wants is still a mystery, but she seems content being confusing for now.

As for future posts I have several in the works that require research. When they’re finished depends on a lot of things, most of which are outside of my control. The first should be out in the next month or so if all goes well. I hope you’re all enjoying your summers and spending some time outside.

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